orion blastar's Diaries
Print Story And now for something completely different
Diary
By Orion Blastar (Wed May 09, 2007 at 09:17:26 PM EST) Python, programming, computer languages, computer science (all tags)
I want to turn things around for my life. Try to do better for myself. Maybe if I write a different sort of diary here it might make a difference.

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Print Story Orion eats cheese pieces
Diary
By Orion Blastar (Tue Apr 17, 2007 at 09:53:33 PM EST) Maddox, lunch, thuringer, cheese, crackers, and some whine (all tags)
on crackers with thuringer slices which might also be known to non-Germans as summer sausage like Hillshire Farm's Yard-o-Beef.

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Print Story Reasons for my behavior
Health
By Orion Blastar (Sun Apr 08, 2007 at 04:49:18 PM EST) Health, tumors, McCoy, Orion Blastar, anger management, rage issues (all tags)
I am a forth generation McCoy because my great-great-grandfather married a McCoy woman. It turns out that McCoys and McCoy blood relatives have a rare disease that causes anger control issues and have a hard time dealing with stress and anger.

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Print Story I don't know why I came back here
Health
By Orion Blastar (Thu Apr 05, 2007 at 03:21:08 PM EST) schizoaffective disorder, Orion Blastar, recovery, returning (all tags)
I was reading Michael Crawford's Vancouver Diaries and saw that Husi link.

I am not sure why I left here in the first place, maybe because of the teasing?

My health recovers and then gets bad again.


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Print Story One of the reasons why I got so sick
Diary
By Orion Blastar (Sun Jun 12, 2005 at 03:10:53 PM EST) (all tags)
an anonymous source revealed to me that some of my coworkers were putting things in my drink. Usually I had a 32 oz or bigger cup with water or soda in it. I also made trips to the bathroom due to drinking so much water/soda, as well as my colon and stomach problems.

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Print Story Thunderbird Switch
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By Orion Blastar (Fri Jun 10, 2005 at 08:36:19 AM EST) (all tags)
After my laptop got hit with Sasser, I reformatted to XP Pro and Unbuntu Linux on my laptop.

Thunderbird is used instead of Outlook.


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Print Story Just got out of the hospital
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By Orion Blastar (Sat Jun 04, 2005 at 08:27:43 PM EST) (all tags)
I've been passing blood, blood pressure at stroke levels, chest pain, and having problems breathing. Not to mention that my depression cycled to a very high level of activity. Excuse my absence for a  while from here.

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Print Story Deciding what to do
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By Orion Blastar (Sat May 28, 2005 at 11:04:37 AM EST) (all tags)
Should I stay or should I go now? My wife wants me to stop posting on blogs, Scoop sites, forums, and do something useful with my life.

I run a Linux based web server, and opened up a SSH service so I can remotely log in. This was a few days ago, and now I got script-kiddies trying to break in.


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Print Story Suicide, don't do it, try to seek help.
Health
By Orion Blastar (Tue May 24, 2005 at 05:18:14 PM EST) (all tags)
I have a history of suicidal behavior. It has been well documented on the Internet. Many people talk about it. Around November 2004, things got so bad for me, that I did a Cyber-death instead of a real death.

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Print Story My web server is down because Fedora can't keep my NIC activated
Linux
By Orion Blastar (Wed May 04, 2005 at 12:23:28 PM EST) (all tags)
I've tried various Linux distros to run a web server on. I refuse to use Windows, and open the door to my PC to hackers.

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